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'its cold out there, your standing there, your tryna face your greatest fear'
ASH! rosewell
she/they/aer demi-girl!
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omnisexual with a woman preference ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )
(all art is made by ashtraz on dc)
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"im a saint living in sin >ᴗ<'
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GENERAL INFORMATION
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ash idealizes the skies, its so pretty, afterall ! her favorite color is light blue because of that, and the color of the nether biome she grew up in.
ash likes fruits, and everything sweet, though for actual meals she prefers carnivore type food. given the nether is such a dull and hot place, she loves things like strawberries and cool foods like popsicles :3
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ash loves cats and foxes. well, she loves almost every animal! being in the nether she got used to the mobs there, ones that seem "exotic!" to overworlders. she loved the striders so much, but, she wanted new experiences. she realized overworld animals tend to be more relaxed than nether ones, which she sees as herself in a way, being more hostile when she was in the nether.
BEHAVIORS/TRAITS (,,>﹏<,,)
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(totally not projecting) ash is a people pleaser, often trying to match the persons humor aer talking with, though aer morals stay in check. ash sets goals to spread positivity but its just so hard.. she's not a bad person by any means despite what they think of aerself, and her anger just.. gets out of hand sometimes. its hard to stay positive when the place you grow up literally preached negativity every day. though, maybe 'day' isnt the right word given ash has no sense of time, all they had was.. a bedrock roof. nothing she could fly towards for answers
when excited about something, ash flaps aer wings excesively; other traits include stamping their leg and shaking their fists. ash doesnt really notice this she just wants a way to show her excitement and it kind of just happens ( ˶°ㅁ°) !!
ash also has a habit of humming when noticing something they like. she started this habit in the nether when she would get good trades with piglins, she would hum happily, and it also worked as a way to calm herself down.
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TRAUMA CORE!! (backstory)
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ash used to be warm in the nether. not in a comforted way, it was hot, quite literally. her once blonde hair that draped over her shoulders as she nearly collapsed from exhaust each day, heat pouring down onto her body. aer life was okay before her parents died, she had no clue what to do. all on her own in a violent society. she took up adventuring so she could distant herself. each day as she walked along the brown floor, soul designs engraved in, she couldn't help but imagine a universe where she wasnt here. somewhere .. cold. somewhere where maybe uh... ghasts were friendly .. some universe where ae could use their wings. the nether was so tight it was so ..trapping. she felt like she was in a box, the bedrock roof taunting them.
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life never felt good in the nether. burn marks and getting in conflict with people, leaving scars, ash felt like her soul was stained. never quite perfect. she never knew a place like heaven existed, but she wanted a place oppisite of whatever the fuck this hellscape was, and when she was banished redeemed, she thought she found that. she really did. she saw the light blue space above of her, squinting as clouds left shadows over her face. her hands rushed to their forhead. horns. horns still stained her head. she met carys, malakai, and dei soon after that, and it was .. difficult. none of them seemed to even know the nether existed, not only that, she hadn't properally interacted with a person in around 5 years. mimicking their personalities was her first strategy, but she found that may not be a good idea once dei, the older one, began spreading negativity. just like the nether she didnt know how to approach this new dimension but she found comfort in her new friends, dei mainly being the only one that judged for not .. ahem knowing what a clock is. she learned how great the overworld is compared to the hellscape she was once trapped in, the creatures were.. lively. and didn't try to shoot fire balls at her! >< she adapted, but one question always stuck why would they give me angel wings if not to turn me into a angel? being stuck with these horns.. they were.. so close to fixing me.
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